Thursday, November 4, 2010

Stranded Here

 I'm losing my mind and everyone knows why but me. Is this all? I don't know but in time even the blind can see. Running away won't leave much to save. You can't resurrect the dead. You can just till your own grave. Part of me knows that the ending is near and here is the part where I find out that I got stranded here.
 I've lost all control. Where did it go? I just can't see how all of my life I have barely survived, just one step ahead of hypocrisy. Running away won't leave much to save. I can't resurrect the dead, I'll just dig my own grave. Part of me knows that the ending is near and here is the part where I find out that I got stranded here.On and on...on and on and on...on and on...someone save me. I don't believe that you would bring me here then leave me all alone, stranded here.




ASCAP/ A Little To No Talent

Conspiracy Theory

 Now I'm exorcising one more demon hiding in between the lines of a sanity and a hell that I can now define. All of these scars that I display so proudly are memories of battles that are left behind me. You can't see me bleeding but you can hear me screaming. I can't get through this grieving so in you I'll stop believing, Until the sun goes down. My mind breaks ground on a brand new conspiracy theory that keeps my world spinning around. In the mirror I see an empty shell of the former me. From the ground up I can't breathe. This might be the end because there is noone here to keep me from me. I fade to grey every time I see my face staring back at me. Asking, "when will I change", and then just staring at me. Demanding I turn the page and then just glaring past me. I'm shouldering all this blame, admitting that I was wrong for all of the things that I've done. All the while, this pain still grasps me. Wondering where I went wrong and then just staring at me. ( how did I end up with song coming out too fast for me?) Now I'll take all of this shame and give it up. No more of these games. I'll shed a tear for my loss then I'm off. Never again. Somebody better stop me...




ASCAP/ A Little To No Talent