Saturday, October 23, 2010

70:20:10 (Hearts and Minds)

 With all of these thoughts open to interpretation, all of my words get scrutinized and taken out of context. Then all of these feelings get trampled on by new transgressions and all of these crimes are forgotten one day into the next until they override, and overtake, (I was overestimated and now I break). And I can't overcome this overbearing and overwhelming need to be somewhere inside of your heart and mind, cause God knows right now I am out of mine. If I could just alter this mentality then explaining myself would become unnecessary.
 With all of these needs I am lashing out and I'm starving for attention. I'm left with all of these feelings that beat my lonely heart into submission. Till I can't overcome this overbearing and overwhelming need to be somewhere inside of your hearts and minds, because God know that lately I've been out of mine. If I could just alter this mentality then repeating myself would become unnecessary.
 I never really wanted this, but, I can't be talked out of it. And now the only question left is, "can you deal with the consequences?"
 I can't get past this need to be somewhere inside of your heart and your mind, God only knows that once again I am out of mine.If I could just alter this mentality then defending myself would become unnecessary and if I keep searching long enough then I am sure that I'll find a better way to occupy my mind. Instead of finding new and better ways of repeating things...I might bury them...before they bury me.




ASCAP/ A Little To No Talent

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