Once again, I am looking out instead of in because I'm losing faith in what I've found. Now and then I feel these thoughts won't ever end till I give up this battle and lose myself inside the sound of these nightmare scenes from train wreck dreams. A clockwork suicide carried out by a drama queen. I've lost my way so please don't come after me. I lost all hope when I couldn't find a silver lining. I'd give anything to carry on without these insecurities. I could carry on with my life and get back to better things.
I was better off dead than to hear those words that you've never said. Please stop these ringing voices poisoning the thoughts inside my head. Once again I can feel your patience is wearing thin so I'll give up my battle and lose myself inside the sound of nightmare scenes from train wreck dreams. A clockwork suicide carried out by a drama queen. I've lost my way so please don't come after me. I lost all hope and I STILL can't find a silver lining. God, I'd give anything to carry on without these insecurities, carry on with my life and get back to better things.
ASCAP/ A Little To No Talent
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