I don't believe that you would me here just to leave me all alone. Without a meaning or a purpose I've no place to call my home. So many miles from all of the places and the faces that need. I sit alone and scream into the air as self inflicted demons feed. I wonder how the hell I got to this point in my life? I'm so full of anger, disappointment, contradiction, hate and sleepless nights. With all of these troubled thoughts that I'm finding, running through my head, I think that sometimes it would be better if instead of life You gave me death. Here I lie awake again, emotions gone astray. With head in hands on bended knee I am broken down. But there must be a way to find that shining star that You have put into my night, to break these chains that keep me bound and kill my willingness to fight. Here I am admitting that I can't do this by myself. I'll take my vanity, my spite, my pride and put them on the shelf. I'll take the answers that I've found and put them out for all to view because I know that somewhere out there someone else is feeling lost and stranded too.
ASCAP/ A Little To No Talent
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